Tuesday, April 08, 2008

body image=ick

so I have lost 44 pounds now.  Crazy.  It's a lot.  I actually weigh right now, less than I ever weighed in high school.  But it's kind of freaking me out!  I look at my body and still feel big.  Which, sucks!  I don't want to feel that way.  I just can't stop seeing myself past what my body looked like for that past 14+ years!  I see pictures of myself, and it's just not me!  For example, This picture:

I like it, and I think that it is cool but I just don't think it looks like me at all!  

It's weird.  I know, I have issues.  I need to just be proud of myself and excited about what I've accomplished, but it's really hard.